8.30.2009

oh the potential.


woops. i broke my mickey phone.
found a record in it though.
                                                        casper land in troy.

tear.

if those were an eight and a half they would be mine.

8.28.2009

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8.27.2009

noise: the neighbors air conditioning through the open window of my bedroom.

for starts.

noise: when you put metal in the microwave.

.un.spent.


the kit was beautiful.  i am not sure what someone would need three bristle brushes for.  the glass tube for tooth brushes is the best i have ever seen.
i also got a new bike phone.  i am debating whether i should get rid of my att phone and use the mickey or if i should try and turn it into a noise machine.
i think the record players speak for themselves.

without strategy

nails in the attic

i feel the day going further if i keep this image in my head.
these were supposed to be part of train tracks.
train track project i left behind in georgia.

8.26.2009

noise: the sound of water running past your ears while standing in the shower.

ready








today.  today i am becoming ready. stressed. ready. 
letting things roll off my back is a skill i feel i gained with patience. both virtues i hope to perfect. as they seem to come and go in this infant point.  i feel fairly confident about the next two weeks.  saying good byes for the second time this year in this town i have such strong feelings for.  watching my mother struggle with dillemmas.  remembering every thing will fall into place. 
one thing that i will gracefully reflect on today is a sense of confidence. confidence in choices, in self-awareness, in attitude, in self-preservation. in spite of always coming across as confident.  partly because i was.  i have been noticing a drastic change in the way that confidence feels.  my confidence in recent months seems less cocky. at times less contrived.  more sparsely noticed. although i cant say i recall noticing my feelings towards my confidence previously.  i feel a general positive disposition towards it now.  in simple terms. i like how my confidence has blossomed and i feel confident about where it is headed.  it feels healthy.

fenders reflected

 
borrowed the too high clunky raleigh from sava. i didnt have to use it. i got my schwinn back. thank goodness.  the couch is over priced and the picture is beautiful.
cant live without big eyes.
noise: the feeling you get when the album starts to skip.

.it is a lonely romance.

.three years of "self" portraits in the state of new york.
My photo
fighting the fear through casual acts of self.preservation.